The Windows (Speech-lit Islands) by Paul Hoover

 

 

 

as if for the first time

            you recognize the grass

its greenness uncanny

 

in trying to be green 

            as if for the first time

                                    you open a letter     

 

that had fallen

through the door

its message unique to you    

 

had you been

as perhaps you seemed

the neighbor

                                   

the one whose name was yours

who finally joined the army

                        had you in fact a country

 

a life to give

wife and family 

                                    as if for a while

                                   

            you could read the signs

                        remembered to unlearn

                        how the wind feels exactly

 

going up your spine

            sensed the wheat sinking

                        into the ground nearby

 

the whiteness of milk

its mystical skirt uplifted

                        miss meat and miss gravy

           

            as if the language

                        were smudged with words

speech-lit islands

           

that don’t submerge in meaning

as if light itself

were never in doubt

 

on the question

of transcendence

            bees sing bells ring

 

            in the ear’s black window

                        you whisper to the glass

                                    its past in sand

 

            step back please

                        a sentence is passing

                                    someone’s calling

 

            someone’s raining

                        door’s creaking contradictions

                                    what bride is not disheveled

 

            by all the world’s scissors

                        make-shape shiftings

                                    been a long time

 

           

            since you wrote yourself in stone

auto-lithographic

            [I] seems to be alone

 

            [I] suffers in a crowd

                        but not a yellow room

                                    in not a yellow town

 

            everyone’s on loan

                        but someone here knows

                                    why nimble people cry

 

            a bullet makes you die

                        and then there’s you

                                    absent sometimes laughing

 

            as if at last

                        there is no non-journey

                                    across the whole word

 

            what are you thinking

                        conjured of a god

                                    pears you’ll never taste

 

            lines not written

                        what you know you are

                                    you’ll never be again