The
Windows (Speech-lit Islands) by Paul Hoover
as if for the first time
you recognize the grass
its greenness uncanny
in trying to be green
as if for the first time
you open a letter
that had fallen
through the door
its message unique to
you
had you been
as perhaps you seemed
the neighbor
the one whose name was yours
who finally joined the army
had you
in fact a country
a life to give
wife and family
as if for a while
you
could read the signs
remembered to unlearn
how the
wind feels exactly
going up your spine
sensed the wheat sinking
into the
ground nearby
the whiteness of milk
its mystical skirt uplifted
miss
meat and miss gravy
as
if the language
were smudged with words
speech-lit islands
that don’t submerge in
meaning
as if light itself
were never in doubt
on the question
of transcendence
bees sing bells ring
in
the ear’s black window
you whisper to the glass
its past in sand
step
back please
a sentence is passing
someone’s calling
someone’s
raining
door’s creaking contradictions
what bride is not disheveled
by
all the world’s scissors
make-shape shiftings
been a long time
since
you wrote yourself in stone
auto-lithographic
[I] seems to be alone
[I]
suffers in a crowd
but not a yellow room
in not a yellow town
everyone’s
on loan
but someone here knows
why nimble people cry
a
bullet makes you die
and then there’s you
absent sometimes laughing
as
if at last
there is no non-journey
across the whole word
what
are you thinking
conjured of a god
pears you’ll never taste
lines
not written
what you know you are
you’ll never be again